thank you for staying up till 3am to watch a shakespeare production and helping me with my level 4000 theatre studies presentation. goodness knows how you managed to think up of all the right answers, and bothering to type it all down when you know that i am not going to use your notes eventually. but you did it to appease your upset and stressed girlfriend.
today S asked me in your presence if you bully me. I replied that I bully you instead. but when she asked if I bully you, you replied no and that it’s always you 自找的。I found that incredibly funny, and sweet too because you never ever make me look bad in front of others.
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it seems as if this year/season, i am highly susceptible to the thoughts of giving up. but You are always gracious to me, You keep telling me not to give up. truly, when we are faithless, You are still faithful.
Yes, you have suspected rightly – I am feeling kinda emo nowadays. Not because anything major has happened, perhaps just the stress. And maybe there’s something that happened one or two weeks ago that really bothered me, but because it is a sensitive issue, I can’t really talk about it and there’s really no tangible solution either. Oh well. We go through fire, but we shall not be burned. We go through the waters but we will not be overwhelmed.
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More and more I believe that we should give grace to people around us. We are all at different levels of faith, but really I believe that everyone is trying their best to love God to the best of their abilities. I am learning to give grace too.
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I forgot to blog about this! But last monday I went to watch Polama Herrera dance, live!, in real person! at esplanade with jean (albeit the fact that I was at Circle 3 and peering down at the stage) I have watched her dance Don Quixote a million times on youtube and never fail to be amazed each time. And I was still amazed at her Don Quixote routine – she can pirouette and turn forever. The slight downside was that age seems to have caught up with her since the youtube recording and she doesn’t balance as well (as long). But the other pieces made up for it and the fact that I saw Paloma Herrera dance live is still ultimate coolness!
2 Comments
November 5, 2009 at 5:04 pm
can i borrow bf to help me write lit essays too?
i have 3 coming up next week.
thx.
November 5, 2009 at 5:55 pm
sure, at your own risk. hahaha!